they have no control here. they are powerless. they have to play along until the right moment.
she doesn't want to say any of that. ]
He wouldn't want someone by his side if they've let him down. [ while kanda is being kanda, he's still reaching out to lavi. still bothering to write something to him. ]
I want to give your choice back, Lavi. Do you want to go to that side?
I am only okay with dying because I didn't want someone else to experience it. [ since that is terrifying and rough to go through ]
The option is there if you change your mind. [ she isn't dying immediately so it isn't like he needs to decide now. but she will respect what he picks.
reaching for his hand to take ] For now though, we can talk about something else.
I'll remind you anyways. [ he might need a reminder anyways ] We have only one more week before this is all over... is there anything you'd like to do in that time?
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marauderprincess) wrote2024-06-09 03:15 pm
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Have you said goodbye to Laudna and Gale yet? ...And Alf?
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I said my goodbyes. [ he can't be rid of her! ] I want to know what you really are thinking and feeling, Lavi.
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he is silent when she asks, and it takes a long while for him to answer.]
It's like the rulebook says, right? Live with the consequences.
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It's just you and me right here, Lavi. You can forget all the rules. What do you really want? Do you want to return to his side?
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...I'm letting him down again. First with his trial, then with Kate -- partnering with her instead of refusing. And now this.
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She was worried about this. ]
I can't speak for him, but I don't think you've let him down.
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Yeah? Because all of this is outside my control?
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they have no control here. they are powerless. they have to play along until the right moment.
she doesn't want to say any of that. ]
He wouldn't want someone by his side if they've let him down. [ while kanda is being kanda, he's still reaching out to lavi. still bothering to write something to him. ]
I want to give your choice back, Lavi. Do you want to go to that side?
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You don't have to do that, Anis. I made my choice.
But thanks anyway.
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The option is there if you change your mind. [ she isn't dying immediately so it isn't like he needs to decide now. but she will respect what he picks.
reaching for his hand to take ] For now though, we can talk about something else.
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...I'm sorry about Ashlyn.
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It's okay. I'm sorry we didn't take care of her before she took out Essek...
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I know she wanted to live, but she didn't want to hurt anyone to do that.
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[ looking at him carefully ]
I hope you don't blame yourself for it either.
[ for not taking action. ]
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I don't blame myself for everything, y'know.
If anything, it's the cult's fault. All of it.
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[ there is a teasing note, but she is a little serious ]
It is the cult's fault. All of it. And I really do hope I get to kick their asses for this.
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If I can't get a few licks in, then I'm counting on you to do it for me.
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[ she now has a sword even! ]
You know, you are important to me, right?
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Yeah, I know.
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I'll remind you anyways. [ he might need a reminder anyways ] We have only one more week before this is all over... is there anything you'd like to do in that time?
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Read, probably. They've got some book stalls at the market.
What about you?
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I still have a couple books I need to get through, but I think I'll explore all that I can in whatever new place opens up.