Scawwy: Asa Mitaka

[marauderprincess]

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[marauderprincess]

[ gurl your chair ]

Explore all the places that I can for start.

[ she knows that isn't what she's asking. ]

I haven't thought about it. I do want to wait until the very last moment to do it in case someone changes their mind.

[ in case someone on the living wants to rest instead ]

[halved]

[someone really jd vanced her

she has a lot of complicated feelings about the whole thing, but she nods.]

Right. Our deadline is Saturday, so it makes sense to stay above the maximum until the very last moment anyway.

[marauderprincess]

[ very much a cocktail of it's almost over and what they all will experience... ]

Right! I will probably just do it to myself... I don't to make anyone go through that.

[halved]

[ah.

there's a sharp spike of something painful and unpleasant, not unlike grief.]

Anis... [doing it herself?] I understand not wanting to put that weight on someone else's shoulders. But you shouldn't have to die alone. You shouldn't go through that, either.

[marauderprincess]

[ oh... she is going to pretend she doesn't feel it, even if it's obvious from the brief touch of guilt on her expression ]

I feel that if I let someone kill me, that I would be the reason they lose their smile. I don't want to do that to anyone... [ she's all about making others smile or trying to bring up the mood. ] I could ask if anyone would like to...

[halved]

Smiling would be the last thing on my mind if I knew you died alone, Anisphia. If you don't want one of us to, um, assist you. Then, at least... Please let us be there for you.

[marauderprincess]

[ Asa... ]

I'll keep that in mind. [ She didn't let Hawke die alone for similar reasons... ]