[ ah the elephant. she was expecting it eventually, but not this soon. ]
I'm going to stay with everyone until it's time to go to the others... [ she is skirting around from saying die. ] I do regret not being able to see this through to the end, but I did make a choice and I need to see it through to the end.
...I don't think any of you really understand how little this kind of thing actually bothers me. I'm honestly a pretty cold person; I just haven't acted that way here so much because I knew it wouldn't go over well with all of you. And on top of that, I'm from a slapstick world where we die and kill each other a few times a season. [ season? ] So if it's purely a matter of wanting someone who won't be weighed down by it, I'm 100% sure I'm the best choice for that.
[ ...sighs. ]
But I understand why you wouldn't want someone like that to be the one to do it either, so. If you're okay with asking him, that's fine.
I wouldn't have thought any differently of you if I saw this side earlier, Totty. My brother has done some terrible things for his own goals, and I don't love him any less.
[ ... ]
It's my own selfishness for picking who I did in the end.
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[ a pause, but then he's moving on to the elephant in the room, because it's not like they have a lot of time for this. ]
Where did the consideration from last night land you?
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I'm going to stay with everyone until it's time to go to the others... [ she is skirting around from saying die. ] I do regret not being able to see this through to the end, but I did make a choice and I need to see it through to the end.
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he nods. ]
So at the end of this party?
Do you know what you're going to do?
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[ she gives a nod ]
I'm going to ask Satoru if he could do it. I know you offered, but I don't want to put that on you, Totty.
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[ ...sighs. ]
But I understand why you wouldn't want someone like that to be the one to do it either, so. If you're okay with asking him, that's fine.
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I wouldn't have thought any differently of you if I saw this side earlier, Totty. My brother has done some terrible things for his own goals, and I don't love him any less.
[ ... ]
It's my own selfishness for picking who I did in the end.
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[ smiles and pats her shoulder, even though the vibes are mildly annoyed. ]
All right. So we should be able to just grab some food from the restaurants in Elysium, so we won't really have to bring too much.