Scawwy: Geto Suguru

[marauderprincess]

there are a bunch of these that exist

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[turbulency]

[ Tilts his head, brows furrowing. ]

Yeah, I remember.

[marauderprincess]

Just as I want to make you smile, I also don't want to be the reason for you to be sad or feel the way you did after Mathis.

[turbulency]

[ He hesitates a moment and then settles a hand on her crown. ]

I was sad because I had to part with a friend, but glad that I could at least help him go the way that he wanted.

You're not the only one that wants to take care of the people you care about.

[marauderprincess]

[ She will reach up to place her hand over his ]

Is this what you want to do, Suguru?

[turbulency]

[ He smiles a little. ]

Are you only going to be content if you're supporting what someone else wants?

[marauderprincess]

I would be content if we could skip this entirely and go beat up the cult.

[ Her shoulders sag at that and she steps closer. ]

I think I want to be with everyone until the very end. [ even if they will have to see her take her last breath, she does want to be with them all. ]

I also want to take in consideration what everyone else wants. So tell me what is it that you want, Suguru? Would you prefer Todomatsu to do it?

cw: suicide discussion

[turbulency]

[ Ah, guilt. Regret. Remorse... He wishes that she didn't have to do this against her will. ]

I think taking your own life is the hardest path you could choose. [ To feel like there is no one to rely on, and have to harm yourself in that way... ] So I'd rather you have one of us do it.

I'm not going to presume that it'll be easier if it's me or Matsuno-san, or whoever. But if you're hesitating out of consideration for me, then you don't need to. I think Satoru or I would be able to handle it the best out of us.

[ Or Mumu, he guesses. ]

[marauderprincess]

[ Oh... She is going to close the space between them to wrap her arms around him. Her own emotions are a mixture of sad, guilt, and achy.

In the end, she did ask for this and she will see it through. ]

It's that but I'm also hesitating out of consideration for me, Suguru. [ Imagine being stabbed by the guy you like ] I could ask Satoru.

[ Or Mumu getting to stab someone as a treat but the mods have stuff to prep for ]

[turbulency]

[ He'll return the hug, though he still feels guilty that she is trying to comfort him when it should be the other way around...

He can understand that though. ]

If you're okay with it, there's no one I'd trust more.

[ To both end his life, or the life of someone he cares about. ]

[marauderprincess]

[ He shouldn't feel guilty about this, because that's how she is. She wants to comfort and make everyone else feel better!

There's a blip of warmth from her with hug though as she gives him a squeeze ]

Yeah, I'm okay with it.

[turbulency]

[ Gives her a squeeze in return. ]

Okay. As long as you're okay.

[marauderprincess]

Can we stay like this for a while?

[ They can get back to the others eventually... but right now she wants to make this moment last longer ]

[turbulency]

Yeah, as long as you want.

[ Fond... He'll be here for her as best as he can. ]

[marauderprincess]

[ She's very fond right back. ]

You know, you're the best hugger here.

[turbulency]

Really? [ he's so not physically affectionate... ] You never hugged Karlach?

[marauderprincess]

[ She has gotten a few hugs from him! ] I don't think I would survive hugging her...[ She is too gorgeous! ]

[turbulency]

[ HELP ]

You're missing out...

[marauderprincess]

Maybe when I see her tomorrow I can get a hug...